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[May. 4th, 2009|06:14 pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UHH, GRACE! :DD
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[Apr. 23rd, 2009|08:47 pm] |
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hmm... yeah partially shifting to another livejournal(: it'll be filled with complain-ness & stuff so this one's gonna go dead(:
tatas(: |
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| claudia jia yous! :D wo ai ni =D |
[Apr. 20th, 2009|08:29 pm] |
claudia! :D cheer up uhhs(: hmm... make the choice that you think you'll be happy with uhh(: i dont want to see claudia sufferring just for others): make the choice for yourself okey(: not for others(: remember this(: i miss yah i love yah :D && it's not fault okey?(: i know you guys are getting stressed up there with homeworks, projects, etc. etc. (: lololol! :D yayayayayay! ;DDD so there's a bit of chance that claudia's coming! :D hohoho! ;D with that, i'm pretty sure i'm gonna go hyper agains ;DDD yay! ;D you're bringing fire in me! ;DD i'm gonna bring fire in you toos ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD in your post, you said: it's time you live for yourself. so you must live for yourself worh! ;D claudia, i'll always be there for you(: 'cause i love yous loads :D |
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| random yo!(: |
[Mar. 28th, 2009|11:39 pm] |
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i'm a more like a tool to you guys than a classmate ain't i?(: i hold you people's stuffs while you guys have fun filming stuffs. how great(: i always say "i dont mind" or "i suck at filming" or "i'm tired you guys go ahead" isnt because i dont want to film but it's 'cause you people make me not want to film at all.
oh oh i'm getting bitchy =x i'll try to change meself soons(:
yayayay! after 9 april, holidays starts yayay! :DDD april hols means:
- daddy and aunt are coming! :D
- NO SCHOOL! :D ( i know it's obvious but not having schoool makes my day! =DD)
- no chinese tuition! :D
- fishing trip! :D
- i can write to mainemaine they all le! :D
yayay! :D i dont know why suddenly i'm having an urge of doing loads of things after april hols but i'll just list them =D
- learn guitar! :D
- learn swimming! :D
- mummy's looking for a piano teacher finally! :D
- go jogging every weekend! :D
&& suddenly my ambitions just pop up in my brain =x maybe i'll be an osteopathic doctor ('cause i want to help people like how Dr. Loo helped me! =D) or a chemical engineer ('cause enigeering is high in demand in perth & influenced by bro =D)
i know this post is random maybe it's due to my little increase of highness? =x i dont know =x
daylight saving ends at 3a.m. yesh! :D 1 more hour of sleep =DD
i'm slowly changing now. i dont know how to talk to you guys anymore. ): ): ): maybe i'll change back to my old self when i get back in july... maybe i wont be able to change back anymore... hmm... i really dont know): if you guys dont want me anymore, 'cause i'm not the old me, just send me an offline message okay?(: 'cause i dont want to guess things it makes my mind go crazy): just let me know. i wont go insane 'cause i'm mentally prepared(: but before july comes, i want to do things for you guys i dont want to be the dumbass sitting in perth living comfortably while you guys get stressed up there. if you guys need any help, let me know okey? :D
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| sher-ye's letter(: i'm anticipating(: |
[Mar. 14th, 2009|10:13 pm] |
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just found out that cheesy is still in malaysia(: yayay she's save!(: yayay(: 'cause mummy swapped the boxes that are supposed to be shipped._. && those that came mostly had her stuffs ._. so i'll have to wait like another 2 months like that for my things to come): ): ):
locking most of me posts from now on 'cause of a particular reason(: so add me as friend & i'll add you back(:
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| 5 more months to go! :D endure endure endure! :DDD |
[Mar. 11th, 2009|08:25 pm] |
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i'm a spastic little outcast with a pathetic little school life(: imagine how great it is(:
sorry people): 'cause i'm having loads of homeworks and projects and tests so cant chat with you all): i'll reply all comments and emails by this weekend de!(: && by end of march and beginning april, i'll be more free le then can msn you all le(: so for the time being, dont talk to me via msn okey? 'cause i most probably be away and stuff =x i miss you guys loads): jiayous for SYF uhhs! :DDDDD
tmr's going to be horrible with my horrendously geeky haircut): more criticism(sp?) and nothing more(:
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[Mar. 9th, 2009|09:10 pm] |
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today, the 7 boxes came after 6 weeks at sea(: but apparently, cheesy is not in there T.T i rmber mummy putting it in one of the boxes. but just now, no matter how hard i searched, i still couldnt find it): ): ): i need to find cheesy by tonight otherwise i'll go moody in school tmr agains): cheesy, i need you please pop up later when i search for you again alright?(: |
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| drifting apart): |
[Mar. 6th, 2009|09:45 pm] |
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'Promise you won't forget me, because if i thought you would i'd never leave' quoted from winnie the pooh(:
now, even sending you guys an off9 message takes me an hour 'cause i really dont know how to start the conversation & i'm always being extra. maybe when i get back in july, maybe only natalie will remember me. emptiness is killing all my facial expressions, emotions, everything.
emptiness, i hate you.
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| emptiness(: |
[Mar. 4th, 2009|05:51 pm] |
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had sports carnival today and yep was staring into blank spaces from 8.30 to 14.30(: how pro can i get(: but during lunch time got to play sand with danielle(: not really fun but at least i did play... but was actually thinking how great life would be if sher-ye, huiru, claudia, charmaine, yingshuang, natalie, daren, mei mei, qiaolin and yujia were here... 'cause here life's like so relax and we could like always study together, play together and stuff (: but yep that'll never happen): && i love natalie's hair mans it's super uber cute! :DDDD
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[Feb. 24th, 2009|09:17 pm] |
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locked posts will be updated soon(: |
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| mummy and daddy's friends(: |
[Feb. 14th, 2009|11:56 pm] |
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HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES' DAY PEOPLE! :D yeah i know i'm really late =x me , my bro and my mama have to share one computer then yeah we're always fighting for it =x getting back to the main point, I WANT TO BE BACK IN NANHUA): i wish, i could bake cookies like you guys do and distribute to the rest of the class): i wish, i could hug you guys and say, happy valentines day verbally): i wish, i could be there for you guys every single minute, every single second of school days): i know i missed out loads and loads this year): so i'll try me best to make up for it when i get back okey? =DD
friday:
came back from school then was super super tired so slept slept slept =x then got woken up by bro and mum 'cause we were visitting my dad's friend (: yeah as per normal, i throwed my usual tantrum 'cause i love sleeping! =x yeah but the visit was really fruitful =D uncle Gerard is a super "on" de parent lo =D if you see the number of coms in his house, you'll faint mans o.o then he got this (i dont know how to say) soccer table! =D omg omg omg! then we were like playing with Lisa and Isaac until sot sot diaos =DD so nice mans! :D i've never been so happy ever since 23jan ): auntie Eleen ( sorry about the spelling =x) was really nice toos! :DD thanks for the advices uhh! (: she told us that it'll be easier to adapt to perth if we were to "accept and move on"): but yeah, i dont want that): 'cause i'm really scared i'll forget sher-ye, charmaine, claudia, natalie, meimei, they all like how i forgot about 6d'07): i want to rmber them forever even if it'll make me miserable forever(:
about school, yeah my usual stoning and nothing much actually =x
today, finally got to rent a piano(: yeah it costs 83.50 permonth and the transport cost is $88 (i think) ): i wasted loads of my parents money): so yep end of the year, i'll most likely be getting a part time job to get the money back(:
going to library tmr to study(: night night! =D
i miss studying with you guys): i miss eating out with you guys): i miss everything i did with you guys):
i want to scream like how i used to scream in class): i want to laugh liike how i laughed in class): i want everything back to normal):
i'm sick of stoning in class everyday, smiling when i actually want to laugh it out loud, pretending that i give a shit about anything):
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[Feb. 10th, 2009|03:45 pm] |
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school today was so-so but i love pe! =D 'cause we're learning how to play sof-crosse now and it's really nice and fun! :D but the person partner-ing me reminds me of my dear sher-ye-wooo): 'cause their facial features are the same & they both are really friendly and nice! ;D but i miss the shen-jing-xian always wai1 diao4 de sher-ye): every outing with her makes me high and happy! ;D i love her =DD but at the same time, i miss her loads and loads):
i know only a few of you will see this but i still want to "say" it all out :D
Charmaine Lee Jia Li! (:
CHARMAINE!!! ;DDDD thank yous for always being there for me(: the emails you send me make me stronger day by day(: without you, i would have been a hopeless outcast here thinking negatively every second, every minute, every hour, everyday ): you really make my day with your cute ness ;DDDD I LOVE YOU! :DDDDD
Gorilla! :D
mount. everest ;DD hohoho ;DD you're just so cheerful and it's like whenever i'm with you, i just go happy(: no matter how sad i am, i'll just get happy ;DD && i dont know why but whenever i felt lonely and sad and stuff, i'll start saying in my head: "i wish mt. everest was here" =x but yeah, i love you tons and tons and tons and tons ;DDDDDDDDD claudia! quickly come perth and study with me then got loads of angmoh boys to choose from le quickly come!!! ;DDD
Daren bear! ;D
bear ;DDD ho ho ho ;DD i really miss your hysterical and high-pitch laughter here): i know we aren't that close but you really make my day :D everytime when we go out as SHCCNDM, without you, it's feels weird and empty): so yep, i'm really glad that you didnt transfer yay! ;DD
Huiru gui!(:
gui! =DD hohoho ;DDD i just love you! ;DD you're really cute & random and yeah i dont know what to say more 'cause you're just perfect yo! :DDD because of you, my days in 109'08 became brighter and more happy(: i miss you loads):
Meimei! :D
Natalie mousey! ;DD
yo mousey! ;DD hahas =D yeah i know cheese and mouse must always be together ;D but then sometimes, mouseys will run out of cheese so mousey must find some other way to survive without cheese okey? ;DD i dont want natalie to be always because of me): must smile more uhh! =DD hahas ;D but mousey, i want you to know that i love you & you rocks yo! ;DD you're my pillar of strength mousey(: i miss your sot sot-ness): but i want you to be happy so smile more okey? ;DD loveslovesloves ;D
Qiaolin! =D
cutie qiaolin! :D hohohohoho! =DD i just love being with you ;DD you're just too cute and lovable and innocent to be rejected :DD like what i told you, your 16 pegs are sitting comfortably in my box and they'll never get too cold nor too hot =D but sometimes, i do let them out for some sunshine =DD i know that your maid and your sister always bully you but stay strong worhs! :DD show them that you're more loved than them and stay happy like you always are! =DD haha love yahs! ;DD
Sher-ye-woooo! =D
sher-ye sher-ye sher-ye!!! =DDD hohoho whenever i call your house, i'll always say: qing wen sher-ye zai ma? derhs! =DD so at the end of this year or next year, if you receive a call like this, you'll know who it is le okey? ;DD anyway, I MISS YOU x10000000000!!!!! ): thank yous for always being there for me, when i was down or up or down or up =DD sher-ye is the key to my happiness to my highness so whenever i go out with you, i'll definitely go crazy de ;DD rmber that time when we went to je library on the saturday and came up with ddpp? =D before that, my stomach was going through a horrible indigestion but once i was with you, it went back to normal =DD see, even my stomach likes sher-ye! =DDD hohoho :DD i know you're under loads of stress must relax choya worhs! ;D i love sher-ye woo like how romeo loves juliet =D (hehe your kiwi boyfriend sure jealous when he sees this =D)
Sixian! (:
Six-xian! (: see la 'cause you not around, i become anti-social liaos): last time, i can always turn back and you'll always talk to me =D but now, there's no one to talk to anymore T.T but i miss you tons and tons and tons): when you stead with your mou mou ren must tell me okey? =DD hehe =P i miss bullying your mou mou ren with you): stay chio & smile! :DD
Wayne!;D
yeah i know i'm not really shou with you but then who cares? =D but you're a really nice (gay) friend =P hehe ;D what i really want to say is thank you for everything =D & dont always think that people badmouth you ( although i always call you gay :P) okey? must have more confidence in yourself worh =DD
Yujia! =D
Shuai geh geh! ;DD hohoho! xDD just to reply your card, 'cause i didnt have time to pass you the pressie): hahas yep we have winter here =D but then no snow T.T but why you didnt tell me you want to tie the red string on my foot? if you tell me, i sure let you tie de =D 'cause like that, it'll be either you come to aust with me or i stay in singapore with you =DDD but your photo is really cute! =DD hohoho! :DD i really regret not cherishing you at the beginning of 2008): but yeah, i'm glad that i got close to you at the end of the year! =DD jia jia liang teh must continue to be as sot sot and high and cheerful as she always is okey? =DD you rocks worhs! ;DDD lovelovelove =D
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[Feb. 7th, 2009|08:30 pm] |
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school was the same for friday just that i realised something: i'm the one being anit-social(: it's not their fault actually(: but for today, woke up early in the morning to go for chinese tuition then end up going to get the refund 'cause it's not suitable): then during the "welcoming session", there was like a lion dance, then i suddenly miss dance society de dong dong qiang):
wont be posting that often le): 'cause mummy wants me to study study study): maybe i'll reply emails and comments every 3 days(: so yep bye(:
i wish i could be there wishing you, happy birthday):
natalie, please please please dont miss me okey? 'cause i really dont want you to be sad for me ): smile more alright? =D spend more time with mei mei , yujia, sher-ye, and the others more often okey?(: love yahs! =DDD
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[Feb. 7th, 2009|12:11 am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHARMAINE LEE JIA LI DARLING!! :DD
yep this is the most important thing to post before bedtime =D mummy's chasing me to sleep le): tata):
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| me and me bottle and me ipod. |
[Feb. 5th, 2009|05:21 pm] |
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today,
first lesson: financial literacy:
yeah it's boring but who cares? =D at least during this lesson i dont have to talk :D yeah!(:
second lesson: science:
here, it's more boring than anything else ._. maybe it's 'cause i dont have friends to talk to? i dont know =x
then: recess:
sat with jasmine they all but was watching madagascar 2 'cause i'm still an outcast with them.
third: film:
it's boring): although we were watching a comedy, the rest of them were like not laughing at all ._. so yep, had to control me laughter here):
fouth: maths:
teacher gave worksheets then i quickly finish it then starting drinking loads of water. 'cause apparently, that's the only thing i could do then with no one to talk to.
then: lunch:
i decided not to sit with them anymore since they dont even like me being with them. so found a shady tree and sat down under it. ate my bread and watch twiligh on ipod.
fifth: music :D
i got to know one girl while looking for my music class(: she's quite nice :D then we played some games then time to go home =DD
as you can see, the whole day, the most faithful "person" to me is: my ipod and my adidas waterbottle =D i remember the time when me, sher-ye, daren and huiru went to vivocity:D then we were like walking around the big big building rounds and rounds to find a clique thing(: then after the many many rounds, we ended up buying the adidas water bottle ._. & that's the day when they gave me cheesy(: thank you sher-ye, huiru and daren! ;D i love you all! =DDD
&& thank you charmaine & mei mei ;DDD you guys really brighten up my day(: i love you guys! =DDD
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[Feb. 4th, 2009|03:44 pm] |
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yo thanks, priyam(: everybody in school (except for 2 other people?) think of me as an outcast except for you(: thanks for letting me be myself(: when the time comes, i'll try to communicate with the others but i think that'll be only when i'm in year 11 'cause that's when chinese asian comes in(:
outcast, loner. call me whatever you want you gate people or i would say, bastard people(: . 'cause i know i have SHCCNDM, Mountain ranges and animals, Charmaine, Yujia, Qiaolin, Priyam with me(:
my stomach has been really weird ever since i started schol =x everyday i'll have diarrhoea at least like 2 times a day?): hmm...maybe my stomach is not liking school too? i dont know =x
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[Feb. 3rd, 2009|05:38 pm] |
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yeah as you can see, study life here is pretty great, isn't it?(: && sorry sher-ye!!): these few days, i'm not really myself so if i were to talk to you on msn, you'll find it really weird and stuff): i'll try to adjust back soon okey? =DD cheesy, my mousey, is arriving soon in about 3 weeks time by ship =D then maybe then, my split personality problem will go away lerhs! :DD yeah! =DD && sorry charmaine): i didnt have time to pass to you the pressie T.T i'll try to get my dad to pass it to you okey? =D
all of you people in 209 must jiayous for your class tests and common test 1 worhs!(:
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[Feb. 3rd, 2009|05:17 pm] |
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so what if i'm an outcast? i didnt choose to be one right? it's 'cause you people are hellish freakinglish think that you are all hell great just because you're in Gifted And Talented Education. but yeah, i can tell you, you have a damn attitude problem. & if you ask me why i ain't talking, i'll tell you that it's 'cause it's a waste of time talking to you people. you guys just laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh. main stream people are so damn much better than you guys are. yeah & my name is weird ain't it? yeah it's weird. call me whatever you like you suckers. if you dont know how to pronounce it, just shut the fuck up yo. if you dont, please continue wasting your saliva. 'cause i dont give a shit about it. but "cheesy" is only meant for 6d'7 -ians and 209-ians. so yeah if you guys call me that, you're done. one day, if i were to blow my top, you guys will be the first one to get it from me. fuck you.
i detest going to willetton senior high school every single day
sorry for the vulgarities =x just had to vent it all out and i am done(: thank you very much(:
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[Jan. 31st, 2009|04:32 pm] |
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29 JAN 2009(:
i woke up at about 10+ like that so obviously nothing really interesting happen): yeah let's skip to:
30 JAN 2008(:
woke up and stuff then had to go to school to change the uniform & orientation. yeah the teachers seem quite nice(i'm not really sure yet =x) then after the talking and talking, we had a tour around the school but the place is really confusing =x. yeah and they seem to love their year 8s a lot 'cause they specially built a basketball court for them which is out of bounds for all of us except ,obviously, them. & they expect all the year 9, 10, 11, and 12s to squeeze in one basketball court which is the SAME size at year 8's court. ._. blah blah blah then had lunch then home! (: tv-ed and it was GARDENING TIME!! =D initially, i thought it was quite fun sweeping those leaves =D but yeah after that, it was HORROR! T.T at the beginning, i thought those trees and grass and etc. was the garden but then when i saw the back, it was OH ME GOSH MANS! T.T the ratio of the house to the garden is like either 1:1 or 2:3 T.T so we started sweeping those leaves and stuff. and and there were loads of beetles and spiders and cobwebs TT after sweeping like i dont know how long, we were finally done! =D yeah and we were only done with the corridor -.-
dinnner was mac & the mac here is real nice yo! =D they have burgers that singapore dont have && can add bacon inside de =D yummy! =D && right, the chicken in the burger right, is crispy derhs! =D yeah! ;DDD then light's off(:
today,
tidiedup place then my mum's friend came then i'm wasting my time away now(:
&& life's so so empty without: SHCCNDM, mountain ranges and animals, qiaolin, yujia and charmaine): i miss them tons and tons):
hey people out there! =D if you need something to de-stress or to make your life happier, go watch "The Big Bang Theory" from youtube =D it's really funny and yeah, funny! ;DDD
The Big Bang Theory is an American situation comedy created and executive produced by Chuck Lorre and Bill Prady, which premiered on CBS on September 24, 2007. It concerns two prodigies in their twenties, one a theoretical physicist and the other an experimental physicist, who work at Caltech and live across the hall from a blonde waitress with show-biz aspirations. Their geekiness and intellect are contrasted with her social skills and common sense. It is produced by Warner Bros. Television and Chuck Lorre Productions, and recorded in front of a studio audience.
adapted from wikipedia :D
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[Jan. 31st, 2009|12:04 am] |
i've only been in perth for 3 days and word that i use the most is: oh me gosh ._. yeah life is pathetic here T.T
yeah let's just start with 28 JAN 2008 (:
due to our last minute packups, i didnt manage to go pass the pressie to lingling! T.T sorry! T.T i promise you i'll get my dad to pass it to you derhs! sorry!T.T so we started some last minute pack ups from 9am+ till 1.45pm+ ._.
& then i got calls from sher-ye and cucumber saying they're coming to send me off O.O yep i also thought they were joking but apparently, they arent =D i love sher-ye and kee-lau-dia!!!! =DDDDDDDDDD they're really really cute and sincere and they brighten my day! =D thank yous sher-ye and gorilla!! =DD I Love You guys x1000000000000000000000000000000000000! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
yeah and let's continue with 29 JAN 2008 tmr(:
byebye and good night! =D
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| CHARMAINE LEE JIA LI!!! :D |
[Dec. 13th, 2008|12:30 pm] |
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i miss CHARMAINE LEE JIA LI ): 'cause she's in hokkaido now & will only be back on 19dec TT misses~ must come back soons worhs!! love yahs!! :DD |
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